saye ada appointment dengan gynae hari khamis malam haritu
one of his advices to me was:
'you shouldn't think about work anymore now. you should've start to think of your baby and you yourself being a mother soon'
lan2 pun menyampuk 'yeah..she needs to focus'
and dr roland says: 'that's the word - focus. Why would you want to think of work now? you're on leave already bla3.'
i was like, quite surprised..
like, macam mana dr tau saye tengah serabut fikir pasal kerja yeh?
lan2 memanglah tau kan
tetiba rasa bersalah kat baby huk2
baiklah..saye akan siapkan PPA dan slides to HSE itu by this weekend jugak!!
then ada masa seminggu lebih, saye takmo fikir benda2 lain dah..
tapi something came up to my mind - macam mane pulak dengan orang yang still kerja, up until their due date?
adekah mereka tak rasa tertekan/serabut, kena fikir kerja, kena fikir pasal nak deliver etc2?